I look for you in everyone I meet, I try to find your smile on ever face it see. There just isn’t anyone that comes close to making me feel as happy as I once was. I can barely remember what it feels like to have a feeling to where I don’t have to fake happiness. I fake emotion just to seem normal and try to make it seem like I’m okay. I think i try to convince myself that I’m okay too. I want to be have feelings and be normal again so badly.