The Essence of Life
"My voice cracks every-time someone asks about you, and I can’t blurt out a word without my eyes looking like a car crash. My hands are constantly shaking and I’m scared to look anywhere else but the pavements i walk on. I want to tell you I love you so badly, but we don’t talk like that anymore and the words are stuck in my throat and I’m choking, and i can’t breathe, and you’re not noticing I’m falling apart. These dark circles beneath my eyes are purple and blue and I never sleep much anymore, and you’re under my skin killing me from inside out but, No matter how deep I cut, or how many pills I swallow, you will always be like heroin shooting up through my veins into my heart and I can’t get you out of my system."
(Unsent) 1:10 am. (via
"You have no idea how much I want to feel your legs intertwined with mine as we lay asleep, knowing you’re right there and not going anywhere."
You could settle me down (via